109. less than 24 hours..home...

9 more hours before i leave Plymouth

20 hours more before i leave England

 for good..

a place filled with lots of memories..

a place i have spent 3 years studying..

a place where i have grown to love..

there's too many different emotions in me

that i can no longer distinguish each of them..

i was experiencing mood swing the whole day..

being sad one moment

being so happy one moment

laughing aloud with joy one moment

overwhelmed by the sadness of parting one moment..

i can't seemed to be able to decide

what i want to feel..

but then again...

i will soon be home..

a place that where i am showered with lots of love...

Lord,

please give me the strength 

to deal with all these sadness of parting..

help me see the joy behind all these sadness..

may our life experience here be a memorable moment to us all..

i thank God for all of you..

i thank God that He planned our meeting..