106. why i write..

i was just reading back some things i have written..

it feels so weird that i don't remember writing them..

if my name was not there..

i would never have assumed that i have written them..

why would i write such thing?

what was i feeling then?

what made me wrote that?

what had inspired me?

it is just a very weird feeling..

maybe that's why i like to write..

to write nonsense i mean..

not any academic stuff..

it makes me realise

how much i have grown,

how much i have mature,

how my views and opinions have changed..

how i reacted to things then..

it's a weird feeling..

weird in a very good way..