Friday, September 11, 2009

15. hoping........

just got the latest news that he will be going in again on this coming Tuesday (15 Sept 09)....sigh..

not sure how will it be this time..will they be able to take everything out--things thats have been a parasite living in him for years?

his parents will be going down to KL this Sunday..i hope that they will stay strong in handling their emotions and health..i won't be there to see him..but even if i go what help can i be...i might break down in my best effort of putting on a strong face...i hate to admit the fact that i'm more fragile than i look..tears streaming down easily as i see my loved ones being worried and upset..especially the one being the centre of attention now...

suddenly the word DEATH seemed like a very big word..no one knows God's planning..we live everyday taking so many things for granted always thinking that we will have another tomorrow..but how can we be so sure of that fact..it's just a HOPE..we plan for our activities tomorrow HOPING that we will have another day to enjoy the wonders of God's creation..we HOPE to wake up the next day everynight before we sleep..we HOPE we can go through the whole day safely..we HOPE that we will meet our family everyday after work..

HOPE HOPE HOPE
such a crucial word in times of trouble...it is the only word that we can hold on to...such a strong word to keep us going everyday...HOPE is all i have now...and of course God...

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