58. second winter..

winter is officially here!!!

and snow is expected sooner this year....

the temperature has dropped drastically from 10 degrees to -3

in less than a week..

it feels so much colder compared to last winter..

and i don't like it at all..

the only thing that makes winter more fun and bearable is snow..

so please do snow soon..

i don't like being in the cold with no snow at all..

it makes me want to be in bed the whole day under my thick duvet

and do nothing at all.. ;)

57. i miss you..

i really do miss you..

if only i can tell you that now..

i looked back at every moment i spent with you

and i wished i didn't have to say goodbye to you at all....

56. weekends..

every Monday i look forward to the coming weekend..

and ever since i started my classes in late September,

i haven't got any weekend with nothing planned in advance..

i really need a break to sort things out..

but last weekend was a super duper great weekend..

though i was busy and was not home till late at night,

i enjoyed every moment of it..

simply because i was in the company of great people..

after one year, someone finally came as promised;)

and this someone gave me a much needed break from other things..

just being with this someone made my weekend much more memorable..

thanks for coming..

it did mean a lot to me..;)

a rainbow we saw: a promise well kept!!

55. home...

not being home for so many family occasions upsets me..

it makes me feel like i have missed out so much in my life..

all i want to do now is just to be back home within the comfort of my loved ones...

to be a part of the laughter and joy..

seeing them via skype helps me ease the feeling a bit

but it feels very different from being there myself..

i know they did their best to include me in the celebration

by explaining to me everything that is happening..

seeing them makes me longed even more to be home..

really can't wait to be home for my summer break..

to be in the comfort of being home again..

~"HOME is where my HEART is"~

and that's for sure!!

54. of mountains and valleys

i just heard a very interesting analogy of life from a friend.

she said that in life, we all want to be on top of mountains,

always striving to get to the highest peak.

but we do not realise that we can be quite lonely up there.

we tend to be ignorant of other's needs and become selfish.

we forget our roots thinking highly of ourselves.

on the other hand, no one wants to be at the bottom of the valley.

it is our lowest point in life where everything seemed to be against us.

but we are never alone because there are a lot of other people who will be there to support us.

it is really not that bad being at the valley for it is fertile and full of life.

therefore, do not fret when we sometimes find ourselves at the valley of life.

it is not the end of our lives.

things happened for a reason.

if only we could just open our blind eyes to see and

appreciate the small things at the valley.

i guess i learn much more when i am at the valley.

appreciating the little blessings that i have overlooked when i was at the mountain top.

the land is so much more fertile that i can grow and bear the fruits of the spirit.

even though i could get a really good view at the mountain top once in a while,

i would still always prefer to be at the valley where the land is fertile and full of life.

53.bliss

it is a great feeling when something you have always dreamt of and thought impossible

happened to you before your own eyes...

i can't believe that it had just happened and oh my...was i on cloud 9..

i can't help but smile and grin to myself..

it felt a lot like a dream..

but i was really sure it did happened..

it really cheered up my long day of being in class from 9 to 5..

the best moment in my day :)

thank God that i was there at the right time and place..

i just love being in a blissful mood!!!

it feels so good..;)

I AM ON CLOUD 9!!!

52. how...?

how can i be sure that i can love you

if i cannot be sure that you would love the one thing i love the most?

*just some random thoughts..*