131. you are in my thoughts..

hours passed,

days passed,

weeks passed,

months passed,

the news has yet to come..

it all happened so fast..

or so it seemed..

with all the extra time spent at home,

lots of thinking has been happening..

day dreaming,

thinking about what the future holds,

over thinking things,

refreshing memories,

reliving happy moments,

remembering unhappy moments,

imagining what could have happened..

i catch myself smiling at times

remembering silly and funny things that had happened..

relating them to the people i have been so attached to..

i wonder how long more will i be able to remember them all..

they are all precious memories

that has been placed in a special compartment in my heart and mind..

i want to remember them for as long as i can..

i want to remember all of you even after 50 years..

i want to smile at our shared moments even after all those years..