104. bidding goodbye..

yesterday 25 May 2012

was the official date that i have completed my 

third year in the UK..

final assignment was handed in..

library books returned for good..

last personal tutorial

with my lecturer..

i had my first session of bidding goodbye with her..

wasn't easy at all..

went in her room being strong and happy..

came out with red eyes and sobs..

saying goodbye is really the hardest thing..

especially when you don't know 

when you will ever meet again..

talking about it makes things even worse..

it made me realised how much 

i'm going to miss them..

but she said she was happy 

to know that i'm sad about leaving..

cause it just shows that i have enjoyed every moment i have here..

it would be rather worrying

if i don't have a hint of sadness..

the first session of goodbye was difficult..

but will it be any easier 

when it comes to saying goodbye to the last person?

i doubt it..