72. Need You Now..

and i wonder if i ever crossed your mind..

for me it happens all the time..

guess i rather hurt than feel nothing at all..

71. forgetting

why is it so easy for me to forget things that i want to remember,

important dates and daily plannings...

but when it comes to things i am ready to forget,

it haunts me in every way...

the more i am ready to forget,

the harder it is.

the more i want to put it behind me,

the more often they say hi to me..

as if saying "hey we are still here!!"

it requires too much effort to forget these things..

perhaps i should try to forget the idea of forgetting them..

"waiting is painful. forgetting is painful.

but not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering."

~Paulo Coelho~